Detemination

When i was little i always used to suck my two fingers on my left hand; my index and middle. They were a comfort to me and i would suck them to go to sleep at night and whenever i felt sad. Gradually as I sucked them my nails became wider and my fingers got bumps on them where i sucked. My teeth were starting to stick out as well.


I hated this. I am not the vainest person but I didn't want anything ugly on my body that I had caused.  One day walking to school, I looked down at my fingers and thought 'you know what? I am going to quit'. My fingers were my comfort and I would suck them whenever I could so this was a massively difficult thing to do.


It was amazing how much determination i had as a little kid. I wouldn't get to sleep properly without them and yet i would carry on. There are so many things that I want to do and I just don't have the determination to do. I feel like I have kind of let myself down. So this year as one of my new/late years resolutions, I am going to be more determined to do things that i want.

I think it is important to believe in yourself because if not you van't get anywhere in life!


My New/Late Years Resolutions

1) To be more determined to do things

2) To practise my instruments more and work on my voice

3) To get to bed earlier!

What are your new/late years resolutions?

Blondie xxx