Splitting Up

Hi guys! It's Blondie, today I am going to be talking about breaking up.

Recently, my dad and his girlfriend split up, and I felt really upset. I haven't been in a proper relationship myself but when he told me about it, I was devastated.

When I was very little my mum and dad split up, and I was quite excited. I meant a new house, a new bedroom and two places to call my own. I didn't really realise that it would mean they weren't going to be as close as before. Luckily for me, they are still friends so they don't argue every time they see each other. However, now that I am older, it makes me feel really sad that this person, who was quite a big part in my life, will be gone.

She was a lovely woman, who was caring and funny and whenever she came round she would be really nice to me. I formed a friendship with her, and to think that it will be gone is sad. Sad is a word I am told never to use, but to me, it describes my feeling perfectly.

Have you guys ever felt something like this??

Blondie XXX


Ps. I MET LYDIA AND LUCY TODAY OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   (Lucy and Lydia on youtube, the twins that do fashion and makeupy stuff)

A+B=Cat

Hi guys! I am Blondie Blog :)

This post is about my sometimes social awkwardness... Oops!

As you have all probably experienced ( unless you are some social god) I recently could not find a conversation starter. This is a very traumatic experience, because i am a very talkative person, i don't know about you.

Anyway, I was biking to school one day, and I had just left my house. I like to talk to the person i bike with, because I have known him for ages and he is a nice guy. I decided to set off and was biking away, when i realised i had nothing to say.

I was racking my brains for something to say, and all i got was 'NOTHING'.

So, me, being the freak i am, decided to say the first thing that popped into my head. Hoping to make him laugh or for me to say that i was such a weirdo, i practically shouted my conversation starter.

Are you ready???

"A+B= CAT"

I mean come, seriously???? Why am I such a freak??

So, I said this, looked round expecting to see his freaked out face, and he wasn't there. He was about 50 metres behind me. So he hadn't heard anything i had just said. I turned around and saw a man walking right next to me, who I hadn't seen, and he looked at me like I was some lunatic.

So, i think that i should go and lock my self up in some place for the weird, socially forgetful and socially awkward people.

Blondie XXX

Detemination

When i was little i always used to suck my two fingers on my left hand; my index and middle. They were a comfort to me and i would suck them to go to sleep at night and whenever i felt sad. Gradually as I sucked them my nails became wider and my fingers got bumps on them where i sucked. My teeth were starting to stick out as well.


I hated this. I am not the vainest person but I didn't want anything ugly on my body that I had caused.  One day walking to school, I looked down at my fingers and thought 'you know what? I am going to quit'. My fingers were my comfort and I would suck them whenever I could so this was a massively difficult thing to do.


It was amazing how much determination i had as a little kid. I wouldn't get to sleep properly without them and yet i would carry on. There are so many things that I want to do and I just don't have the determination to do. I feel like I have kind of let myself down. So this year as one of my new/late years resolutions, I am going to be more determined to do things that i want.

I think it is important to believe in yourself because if not you van't get anywhere in life!


My New/Late Years Resolutions

1) To be more determined to do things

2) To practise my instruments more and work on my voice

3) To get to bed earlier!

What are your new/late years resolutions?

Blondie xxx

Not many friends...

The reason I don't have many friends at the moment is because after the winter break my class got split up and i was placed with whole new people. I had my friends from my old class by i felt that the people that they had started hanging out with were lame. I don't know, they just seemed to try too hard to be popular and cool and we had nothing in common. They are some of the most popular girls in my school and they just act like nothing is a big deal. I want someone that cares a bit more, you know? They are just not my type of people!  

So i started hanging out with this person i knew, but it just doesn't feel like we have much in common. I just feel a bit stuck right now. I have the option of hanging out with someone i don't have a good background with. She can be manipulative but she can make you feel like the most loved person in the world and i just don't want to be sucked into that vortex again!So i am really stuck with what to do right now! 

Has anyone else had a friend like this?

Thanks for reading!

Blondie Blog XXX